Hishashiburi des! (Long time no see in Jap.)
I'm quite happy that I'm slowly going to add more blogs/reviews in the near future because this second sem is almost over and I've finally finished my thesis defense.
It didn't go well as what I've expected, but I got a high grade nonetheless. I wish I could've goeten a higher grade for my effort because I know I deserve it...I mean, I did my best....I did a very, very honest work..
I've invested all my time and my mother's hard-earned money because I don't want to waste what we've all worked so hard for...unlike some students who basically cheated their thesis who got a higher grade than me (they got a 3.5 grade and I got only 3?!?! WTF?!)
What also made me so disappointed is that they only did an overnight experiment with their thesis by doing an in vitro and I wasted 3 months of my fucking life just to do this stupid experiment in vivo!!!
I admit that I did one honest mistake on one of my procedures, which made my experiment basically unreliable and insignificant, but to get a lower grade than those who cheated or did a very, very recycled junk?? I don't really think it's fair.
Maybe I have to cry my eyes out for this...I really have to let it all out to before I could move on....God knows the hard work and effort we've done for this. I hope He has a better reason for making this happen. I know I'll reap the fruits of my labor someday.
I just want to move on from my biggest disappointment so far and be happy with my life.
I have to focus now on the brighter side of me finishing with that stupid shit.